Sitting here wondering whats next for me in life
People dont understand what they got until its gone. I have given up so much for him and in return I am disrespected and man handled. I hepled you out when yoh were broke and homeless, I washed & brought you shit when you had NOTHING and at the end of the day all I deserve from you are fuccin bruises and blacc eyes. I never thought the person that I have kids by would ever break my hear like its been done today. I guess you gotta go through struggles before you see whats god has planed for you. From this day forward im going to be the woman and mother that no 1 has ever seen before. Im not going back to the past im only looking toward my future . My daughter will have everything she will ever need and her sperm donor will never be needed. I deserve more in life than I get. I will always be tru to myself and my daughter as long as i got her in my life i dont need anyone else.
09-10-2011 zari and mommy from here on
i amm a LEO , i thinkk it fitss my personalityy . leo”ss aree known too loyal && helpful too their friendss whichh i amm . theyy are very independent && very sensetivee . theyy are good at hidingg their feelingss whichh i doo a lot . theyy lovee too be told good thingss about themselvess . leo”ss are very encouragingg whichhh i tryy to be all thee timee && it iss hard not too likee a leo , i dnt know of anyone that doesntt likee me unless theyy havent toldd mee .. leoo iss brandee (:
We fight like a married couple, talk like best friends, flirt like 1st loves, & protect each other like siblings. Face it, we’re meant to be — The Notebook
Today was not really my day but im try n to make the bet of my life thnks to my wonder fiance bn by my side but things r still soon we will be on our own place ov our own and dew n wat we dew best LIVING ASS A HAPPY FAMILY
gimme my mulaaaa~
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My lil sis Brandee is my 1st follower :)
I never thought I would see the day where this guy would mean the world to me .. Phillip he is my boyfriend, my better half, my bestfriend, the father of my daughter, and my love. He has dun everything I asked for and he shows me another side of affection that I have never sceen before. Even though we argue 24/7 and fight I still fuccin love him to death.. The affection I have for him will allow me to take a bullet for him any day of the year. The day our daughter was born I never saw a glow like I did this night in his face.. the way everything played out that night we spend with our daughter the day she was born was amazing right then and there I knew I could never see myself with out you your whole demenor was just joyous.. Everytime things go bad I go bacc to that night and it just helps me get through everything. I dont know where my life would be with out him.. I know we dont see eye to eye on everything but we work things out 4k the sake of our daughter and ourselves. Jealousy plays a role n our relationship not only bigh him but sumwat bigh meeh but i’ll never do anything to destroy our relationship intentionally because I want it to work out for the both of us in the long run and I wont allow any 1 to come between us. I see him bn my Husband and the father of our future children. I love You Babe and imma always be here through thicc n thin.
Im new tew this lets see how it goes By the way I love yoou ZARIEL